In public? Is that a good idea?
I constantly question why I do what I do. Not just here on my blog, but in every area of my life. I'm not really apologising for my lack of posts, but in the last week I have started three different posts on different days, and for one reason or another they just haven't happened. Two were camera failure (too blurry, too dark, too late to do anything about it), and one was security failure - as in insecurity (as in oh gosh I look terrible). Like a true artist I hastily deleted said photos and then huffed up the stairs wondering why I have no time (er, hello mother of two). Nothing like ripping up your painting because you don't like that splodge there...
All was not helped by the appearance of a soon-to-be-released book :

Rather than repeating what has already eloquently been said about this book and the debate which followed: it started here with Tricia at Bits and Bobbins and continued here at Style Bubble.
The book (particularly the subtitle Online Fashion Narcissism) has prompted pretty hot discussion about why people post style images of themselves on the internet. It made me think once again about why this blog exists, and why I do the same. I view my blog as an online scrapbook of evolving ideas which involve personal style experimentation.
Two of this weeks non-posts were "Trying too hard" and "Nasty print?" , which I will try again to do. All include an element of imperfection, and, in places self ridicule. Yes, I appreciate positive comments, but this is my test tube and a few bad experiments will happen. Like a proper scientist, I will endeavour to record my failures too.
See - an artist AND a scientist. No wonder I spent fifteen years deciding what to do...
Still not there actually...
Not sure I'm making sense, I am so tired I am almost hallucinating.